L did someting again..ydae he helped me buy breakfast..ok lar that was lk nothin lar... but e nite b4 he told me yibao they all watchin sounth park in his rm..den i said i wana watch but i too lazy to go down..actualli it was juz a passin remark.. n he actualli burned e show 4 me... arrr... so sweet!!!!!!!! arr....how...tink i realli lk him abit...n feelin less 4 dar now..which is realli bad... i dun wan to tink abt such stuff durin exams but howww!! i cant control myself! :( i'll haf to face tis aft exams!! which is lk real soon!

there's alot of probs.. firstly dar is realli not a v gd bf..he's a v gd husband though i can predict.. so it's a short term loss n a long term gain.. if i perserve i tink i'll eventually b well off.. but if i choose to side track now.. it means more fun n joy for now.. im sure L wont b my last.. he cant b not that i cant... so i duno.. there's alot of uncertainty..but there's where lies e fun... shit man!! i actualli tot of gettin tog wif L..i mean though he abit lk me doesnt mean he wans to get tog... u noe? haiiss... i need more time!!