i just feel sad today.. life w/o u have been sad.. and meaningless..

i no longer have tings to look forward to at e end of e day.. i come home to my room alone.. which is why ive been slping early these days.. i cant bear e lonely nights.. they r e worse time of e day where i just feel weak.

hai.. y m i crying again.. i just feel sad tinking abt our past few mths.. did u have fun during our taiwan trip? or were u just bored w me? when we went to e musuems etc. was it a chore for u?