I just read all of e old posts. All the way from when I was still with G.

There's one part where I actually blogged that u r not e last guy kind of guy.. Somewhere along e way I must have forgotten abt that.

I must say ive been really happy though all the years we've been tog. I couldn't have asked for more.

Our r/s may have changed drastically. I rem times where we would feed each other even though it prob took twice e amt of time to eat. Our 'rate e day'. Sleeping on e floor of my single rm. E beanbag I made. E pencil case. Going t qian hu. Ur black sand fish tank. N later white (or e other way round). Eating on e roof of e new hall. E butterflies in my rm. so many tings. So many beautiful memories which we made. Thk you for those.

Now I feel tt my love for u has nv changed. Except for mayb e way it shows. U r always e first person i wan to share my joy and sorrows with. Thinking of u always cheer me up (except now of coz). U have always been my rock. Supporting me n always saying e right tings to calm me and make me feel good.

U just msg me that u eventually want things to work out btw us. I was so happy to see that. But I won't hold u to it. Don't worry.

I just wish I could do something. But I guess this is something u need to do on ur own.