Totally didn't expect to feel wat I'm feeling rt now.

U're here is SH I should be happy rt? Den y do I have this sick feeling in my stomach.

I nv had expectations for u to leave ur colleagues during e planned tour. This is afterall a co. trip.

YOU were e one who said 'nah, e cruise is boring. I want to spend time w u'. And then I sit arnd ready all day just waiting for u to call me. N u dropped a bomb on me to say let's meet after e cruise instead at ur hotel.
U landed at Wat? 1pm latest. I had to sit in agony for 9 hrs before seeing u.

And today. I'm just sitting arnd lk a fool waiting and waiting.

I know u states ur reasons. Co. trip, team bonding. These r things I knew initially which u had me throw out of e window. And now u just sneak attack me like tt?

So Wat if my brain understands e above. My heart still hurts. V badly!

And u meet me in a high state. When I talk to u I duno if u listen half e time.

N e worst part I can't say all these to u. It'll just ruin e short 3 days u're here.

I need u to want me as much as I want u. I don't see that from u now.