Y u can move on n lead ur life normally and I have to feel lk my heart has been carved out and smashed against e wall.

Y do I still fantasise abt u wanting me back knowing v v v well given our characters it w nv nv nv happen

That thought really pains me. E tot that u have / will find someone. E tot tt u w v probably marry e gal in ur nxt serious r/s and e person is not me. Y is e person not me? Y? Y not me? M I not gd enough? Y don't u love me anymore?