Saw tt Felicia n junhao got engaged. I know I'm supposed to feel happy for them. I guess I m. Just tt I also feel sad at e same time.

I can't rem whether u told me or it was fel who said junhao didn't want to marry (tt was quite some time ago). N now, they r havin their happy ending. N us.. We can nv.. I guess I just feel particularly sad coz junhao is ur friend n fel's mine.

My brain tells me we w nv b tog again. But my heart doesn't want to believe. Y do I still have hope?