I tink I can say tt I'm stable today. No urge to cry triggered. I can laugh and mean it. I dont stare into space and feel soul-less.

In fact, I tink I'm starting to see tings from ur point of view. (lk god!! How can I b so open minded n understanding!!! Someting must be wired wrong up there) I guess it must have took courage on ur part ( or mayb I'm wrong, u're just sick of me) watever, I like to think tt u chose to let go of someting familiar to ensure tt u really want more of it.

Well even if that intention is true. There's no guarantee. I mean there's no guarantee in life. It's a gamble. E stakes change all e time.