There's traces of u everywhere I look. But I guess my alot calmer today. I guess time really heals all wounds. I can tink of e same ting as I did on maybe sat/sun and not break down in tears.

Today at work everything's more normal. I feel better surrounded by familiar pple.

Again i tried to tell val but nothing came out. But I feel stronger today than yday and that's a good sign.

I told u I'll go pick up stuff on thurs. I've not decided whether to clear out my stuff. Im also afraid of bumping into ur mum. Over e years I've grown close to ur mum who's always been really nice to me.

Now I feel sad tinking abt her. I duno wat to talk to her on thurs. I dun wan to cry in front of her.