todae e guangliang song got part of it is e weddin song.. u noe? when u hooked ur hand in mine i was realli touched.. though i tink it realli meant nothin to u.. but to me.. i was realli v happi.. but at e same time.. realli sad when i tink that all tis is goin to end sum day..

'we have all e time in e world'... hee.. realli damn happy when u said that.. although in e back of my mind there's another voice sayin otherwise.. but i realli feel v happy when u said that.. it's lk e whole world suddenly become so beautiful.. u noe? :)

hahas.. do u even rem when u said that?

actualli i was quite sad todae.. but not onli becoz of that lar.. but it triggered me to tink abt other stuff lar.. actualli im sad that u didnt wan to come over.. actualli i was realli sad when u said '4 wat'.. i mean.. it has always been me goin over n me goin over n me goin over.. not that im complainin.. i lk goin over.. yah.. but i feel that u dun put in effort to noe my fam.. u noe? it's always me goin ur fam func.. nv once u did come to mine.. i duno if u feel that u're not ready or wat.. but i tink tis is v unhealthy 4 my r/s wif my fam.. im sure my mum is not happy that i spend so much time over at ur hse n so lil at home.. mayb u feel v stressed wif my fam coz u haf to hide ur tatoos ur smokin n stuff.. but cant u let me have it my way sumtimes?

shall try to cont tis blog.. but onli 4 my deardear to read :)

hee..actualli everytime i pretend to b jealous.. dun even noe whether im realli jealous anot.. hahas.. dear.. dun b impatient wif me k.. sometimes im realli paranoid mahs.. hee though most of e time im jokin lar.. but sometimes too used to it den i realli feel jealous mahs.. but i noe u always try ur best to make me feel secure n stuff.. hahas... gdgd.. muz always b lidat k.. guaiguaii :)

hmm.. yeahh.. so sweet.. u rem our 8mth.. not that i 4got lar.. juz didnt cross my mind.. yes.. evertyting lk goin rather smoothly 4 us that im a lil worried we arent e kind that can brave storms u noe? haiis.. duno lar.. do u feel bored wif e r/s already? muz always tell me wat u feel k.. i hope we can always b truthful to each other.. i hate pple hu lies!!!!! so dun lie to me k..

n deardear.. everytime i stop u fr smokin.. duno whether u find me irritatin not.. actualli im realli ok wif it lar.. but it's realli bad 4 u mahs.. n i realli c no reason in smokin.. so 4 ur own gd of coz i hope u'll stop lar.. but i guess it's not so easy 4 u lar.. it's juz that i dun understan lar.. if i get too irritatin u tell me k.. dun get angry wif me. hee..