I got my first vibrator today!

I was really afraid u would call me to cancel. Hai. Y m I weak!

What r we now? Wat m I to u?

I miss u

I miss ur kiss on my lips. I miss ur touch on my skin. I don't want to be too forward and scare u off. but at e same time I really long for u. Do u know tt?

Happy weekend

Shall not tink too much. Just focus on e now.

Hope I won't break down today..

Simei

Its been a long time..

Emo

Maybe coz it's raining? I duno. Feel extremely emo this morn.

U didn't msg me gd nite last nite but u were still on whatsapp at 2am. So who were u messaging? Her?

Lonely nights...

I hate just lying on my bed.. Waiting for ur message.. How long more w I feel like this?

I cant stop longing for u..

Bkk

Trip coming to an end.

Had so many memories of u. It's painful to tink tt all these w remain as history

i dream a dream......

i dreamt of us doing it last night.. it was so good... we were happily tog in my dream. woke up feeling really happy.

I saw on fb today

"if someone wants to be a part of your life, they'll make an effort to be in it. So don't bother reserving a space in your heart for someone who doesn't make an effort to stay"

U tink it's true?

Shd I just give up?

Can u tell me straight?

Someone told me from a guys perspective, there must a another gal or gals

Everyting seem to link back to u.. Pls give me strength to b strong!

Hai.. Even I pity myself man. Y m I acting like tt.. Checking my phone every other min for ur msg?

Hai. I can see clearly now tt I really shd give up on getting back w u. U clearly do not care for me even 10% of wat I'm giving u.

I duno issit becoz of v-gal. Some other gals? I duno. But there is no way I w find out unless u tell me truthfully like u promised. But somehow. Hai. I duno.

I feel like avril lavigne is singing to me

U would nv imagine wat I'm doin now. I'm watching ur porn. Haha

I feel damn horny now. Fuck.

E bumper is so spilt but I dun wan to change coz it's something u bought me.

I really dun feel like going Thailand coz it's a place full of memories of u.

st james

went to st james last nite and felt really sad for 2 reasons:

1) Just cant seem to have fun w/o thinking abt u
u were obviously having fun coz u only reached home 3 plus. must have been out drinking with v-gal.

2) For the first time in a long time, i actually see how e guys and gals at such places interact
again i cant help but to imagine u hugging/kissing some gal. being tipsy watever. i feel somewhat dissapointed. this is wat u wan? this is wat u r giving me up for? it hurts. i can nv be like these gals. i nv will. it's not tt i look down on such people or whatever. to me, when i go clubbing it is really just to drink, get high with some friends and enjoy e music and dance. somehow, places lk st james gives me e feeling pple have other agendas. agendas which i do not agree with/like.

I wonder how long it'll tk me to enjoy myself w/o tinking abt u