I feel empty. Coming back to Singapore wo u.

Y do I ever bear e slightest hope u were there waiting? I don't know. Hope I can manage to hold myself together for these 5 days. It is a test to myself too. Jiayou!

Sometimes letting go is hard, but its easier than hanging on to something that's not there.

Sometimes the person u want the most in e world, is the person u're better off without

U r e reason im not looking forward to going back. Im a coward.

Y do I feel so terrible talking to u

U r really killing me

I'm just driving myself crazy. Y m I doing this to myself

I'm so pathetic

Is she sleeping over at ur hse? U guys did it? Ur fam like her? R kids? They like her more than me? :(

Watching big bang w/o u.. I miss..

I haven been blogging. But doesn't mean I miss u any less. I guess I did find some distraction in this grp of frens which I formed. Quite proud that I'm e link between everyone.

U must be happy with her. I find myself doing real creepy things like looking at ur whatsapp n typing. Then deleting my msg. I even check if both of u r online at e same time. Crazy rt?

I don't know how I feel abt goin back actually. How m I goin to face u? How?

R u enjoying ur bday love?

I was actually happy when u told me u're going bkk with the guys. Coz it means u're away from her too. But I wonder how much u're not telling me. Haha. I hv to let go!

It's ur bday in abt 10 min. Happy birthday love! I love u!

I nearly fell Aslp while my clothes were in e wash just now. Reminded me of how u use to help me w my laundry last time.

Also stained my sheets just now and got reminded of e times where u will help me. Our first time.

U were so sweet to me then

I guess I really misunderstood. E only good thing was u kept me real happy for one day, thinking u wan to get back tog. One day. One fucking day :(

Do u think of me as much as i think of u?