realized u make me cry pretty oft.. dont u tink so? hahas.. got kind of emotional e other nite aft watchin pride wif u.. actualli i dun usually cry u noe.. onli when i watch damn touching shows or NKF that kind of ting i'll cry.. if not it's pretty diff to make me cry.. but u were able to make me do that.. e other day when u hug me.. i juz had tis feelin coming over me.. n i juz started cryin.. duno how to explain.. but i guess it's kind of e same as aki.. hahas.. i still feel insecure.. to a certain extend.. n im realli afraid u'll leave me.. coz i tink im realli growing to need u.. u noe?

anw.. e garung guni day.. u still rem? u picked up tis piece of metal n made into a ring.. i tot it was pretty romantic hee.. i'll keep it well :)

n e indochine ting.. hope u dun feel that im too demanding or sumting.. it's juz i wanted u to come n see.. that's all.. n i got realli disppointed when u werent coming.. n i didnt noe how to face u.. so i was lk rather cold to u.. but im realli v pleasantly surprised when u came :) thanx dear!

exams comin up.. we muz both study hard k! we muz we muz!

ohh.. n i added a tagboard.. so that u can haf a part in tis.. so if u haf anyting to say juz say it k.. sometimes i realli wonder how u feel too..